[Intro] Nearer, my God, to Thee Oh, nearer to Thee E'en though it be a cross that raiseth me Still all my song shall be nearer, my God, to Thee Nearer, my God, to Thee, nearer to Thee [Refrain] Heaven has forsaken the masturbator Heaven has forsaken the masturbator Masturbator Masturbator No one you know is a good person Fast, reckless driving often leads to slow, sad music [Refrain] Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven has forsaken the masturbator Heaven has forsaken the masturbator [Outro] It's happening to everybody

[Verse 1] Whatever's wrong with me I will take to bed I give in so easy Nature chews on me Little death like lead Poisonous and heavy It has always been this way It has always been this way [Chorus] I am punished by love I am punished by love [Verse 2] In the morning, I will mar myself again He was a natural Plauché, saying, "You won't forget this" Shame is sharp, and my skin gives so easy Only God knows, only God would believe That I was an angel, but they made me leave They made me leave [Chorus] I am punished by love I am punishеd by love I am punished by love I am punishеd by love

[Refrain] I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you [Verse] There was a point where everything bent down And it took something from me Something I can't quite explain And I always wondered if it would come back And love me the way it said it was supposed to But maybe it lied Maybe it was all a lie I've tried so hard to explain in words what it meant to me How it felt to me But maybe it's not meant to be explainеd Maybe it's not meant to be markеd down in words Or scrawled out on a piece of paper Until then, I guess I'll just lie here and wait Wait for it to come back Wait for it to love me again Do you think you know how to give up? Do you think you understand what it means to be loved? You don't, and you never will But I can tell you right now It's beautiful It is such a precious thing to be loved Such a precious, magnificent thing to be loved Such a wondrous and painful thing to be loved When you were young, you said you wished that someone loved you I do I do I do I do

You're so smooth If you want, you can bite me And I won't move You won't lose me to thunder or lightning But you could to crowded rooms [Verse 2] I like that sound you make When you're clawing at the edge and without escape Do you like that, baby? I could make you cum twenty times a day Close the door, let me in [Outro] If you love me, keep it to yourself If you love me, keep it to yourself If you love me, keep it to yourself If you love me, keep it to yourself If you love me, then keep it to yourself If you love me, then keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself If you love me, then keep it to yourself

[Intro] There I found me in a long, long wood Astray, midway of mortal life Witness to such agony But there, before the grace of God go I I want to know love I want to know what it feels like [Instrumental] [Outro] It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels good It feels

[Verse] One, apathy I am what I am and I am nothing Two, disruption There goes a great shudder through the muscle A shimmering of bells through the mist Three, curiosity One quick moment to crane the neck I have always possessed the insatiable need to see what happens inside the room Four, assimilation Lo, wellspring of knowledge Of feeling, of sensation Beauty, overwhelming I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in Five, aggrandization The pull, yes, the pull Send down your cordage of suffocation and let me in Six, delineation I want to know what God knows, and I will bе with Him Sent over the еdge, I sigh Flush against the veil, I sing Seven, perversion It is no good bearing false witness The sinner's errand I am what I am but we are not the same It is no good speaking of fairness, the fools errand Eight, resentment Are these laurels to be proud of? Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live Hate, hate Nine, separation I was an angel, though plummeting The stars are as beams shining through the wheel I am sure that Hell must be cold Ten, degradation Nature chews on me Eleven, annihilation This agony Such is the consequence of audience I will claw my way back to the Great Dark and we will not speak of this place again Twelve, desolation Therein lies sacred geometry of onanism Of ouroboros Of punishment I am that I was as I no longer am for I am nothing Amen

[Spoken Outro] So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance Going as far as he could until he dies So he set out to run as hard as he could He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed But he didn't die So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again And he still didn't die So he tried again the third night And then the fourth and the fifth And after this had been going on for a week He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore

[Intro] Um, I don't know I— I'll take it Um, how much? I would recommend that you take just as much as you need to feel good [Verse 1] Before she leaves Amber waves at me Days go by, time on without me I'll be alright, I'll be alright I take the long way home Shaking the bottle and letting them roll 'Cause the devil I know Is the devil I want [Chorus] Is it not fun, oh To feel many other ways? What you do Is nothing to me, to me [Verse 2] I still kick rocks when the walking is good And pretend at the chain link that I am the wood As I'm leaning my head back Saying "Take me, I ain't gonna scream" Yеt here I am empty Watching lovе of mine leave But I'll be alright Me and my amber waves I'll be alright, I'll be alright, I'll be alright [Chorus] Is it not fun, oh To feel many other ways? What you do Is nothing to me Is it not fun, oh In the catatonia Maybe it's true You were nothing to me [Outro] I can’t feel anything